1) As excited as I am to ditch my diseased colon, I think the anxiety 😬, er, I mean the reality is starting to settle in. 😢🤯
2) I'm experiencing a lot of abdominal discomforts today... probably my fault, I let my Imodium MS 💊 lapse. I need to continue eating those pills by the handful at regular intervals.
3) Thoughts of my job 👩💻 are causing anxiety issues. I think I need to not look at work stuff for a few days, though purposefully neglecting work may give me more anxiety.
4) I keep having thoughts of pizza 🍕. Yet the thought of pizza also makes me a little nauseous.
5) The most productive thing I did today... unmade my bed 🛏, washed my sheets, remade my bed. If you've ever experienced real "medical" fatigue/exhaustion 😴, you'll know this was an effort. I may have taken a nap partway through unmaking my bed. And there may have been a few curled-up-in-a-fetal-position-crying 😭 episodes while making it back up.
6) Nine days from right now I'll be going to bed with a large intestine for the last time. Weird.
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